The case of Asuka Langley
Sohryu, Analysis of the Second Children
By: MDWigs
I can't remember if I have posted this here before, but I have definately
over at AB, so I thought I would post it here anyway.
Well I have some free time, so I finally decided
to re-write my analysis of Asuka based upon what happens in Episodes
25 and 26. This one is more comprehensive than the Misato one partly
because I have done this one before and partly because Asuka is my favorite
character. Anyway the same format as usual, "//" will indicate
my comments. Again I have used the ADV script, over the literal translation.
I will make a specific comment if I think the ADV translation isn't
accurate enough. So Enjoy ^_^
ASUKA: If you want real happiness, you've got to find it for yourself,
not wait for someone to give it to you!
REI: But isn't that what you've been doing?
ASUKA: ...!
The Second Character
The Case of Asuka Langley Sohryu
(EVA-02 beneath the lake)
// This is one of the shots that exist in
reality (Asuka is shown down in the lake in Eva-02 in Episode 25') Of
course they didn't get to expand upon it within Episodes 25' and 26'
themselves but it gives you some sort of setting from which to view
all that is happening within her mind.
ASUKA: I didn't want to be in this thing again...
They're forcing me to pilot this...! But this piece of junk won't work...
But it's only junk because of what I've become... I'm the garbage, now.
I'm worthless... Nobody needs me. Nobody needs a pilot who can't even
control her own Eva...!
// The setting, as per the above shot, is
Asuka in Eva-02 in the bottom of the lake. This is before she "discovered"
her mother and shows how she perceives her values as an Eva pilot and
nothing else. This is pretty much rock bottom for Asuka.
REI: You seek your own value in the perception
of others.
ASUKA: SHUT UP!!!
Separation Anxiety
REI: Do you fear being alone?
Separation Anxiety
YOUNG ASUKA: You pilot EVA so you'll be praised!
Affection Behavior
ASUKA: SHUT UP!!
Affection Behavior
ASUKA: SHUT UP!! LEAVE ME ALONE!! HOW CAN
A WIND-UP DOLL LIKE YOU DARE TELL ME THAT?!
//This is just the prelude to the real case
of Asuka Langley Sohryu. The above sequence happens in Episode 25, the
following in Episode 26'. That sequence is just to reafirm Asuka's outlook
on life and of herselfas an Eva pilot. She bases her value in the perception
of others and in their perception of her as an Eva pilot, when she can
no longer pilot her Eva she thinks that she has no value.
CASE 2
ASUKA: Where an I?
SHINJI: This is the 'me' that exists in your
mind, Asuka.
ASUKA: Ans also, this is the 'me' that exists
in Shinji's mind, at the same time.
//This is the standard intro. A separation
of reality. People are made up of the perceptions of others.
The Case of Asuka Langley Sohryu, Part 1
SHINJI: What do you want, Asuka?
YOUNG ASUKA: I wanna live by myself! I don't
want my Papa, and my Mama! I'll live by myself! And then, I won't cry
ant more!
// Here is typical Asuka proclaiming herself
to be fiercely independent. We actually get to see the reason for it
though here, which most people would have guessed, and it is a fairly
obvious tact to take, but Asuka states here explicitly. She wants to
be independent, to be strong, because she doesn't want to cry, she doesn'twant
to be hurt. It is her way with dealing with the issue of trust and pain
that people can cause her.
(Young Asuka crying)
ASUKA: But I'm still crying! Why am I crying?
// Yet she still realised that the way she
goes about doing it doesn't solve her problems. She isn't happy. She
still gets hurt. She still is crying.
ASUKA'S STEP-MOTHER: I'm sorry... I just don't
like her.
ASUKA'S FATHER: What happened to you, the
"able doctor"?
ASUKA'S STEP-MOTHER: I told you, I'm a human
being before I'm a doctor.
// She previously "told him" back
in Episode 22 when talking about if God sees humans as just dolls.
ASUKA'S FATHER: But hoe can a trained person
like you-
ASUKA'S STEP-MOTHER: She acts too much like
an adult! And she rejects me absolutely! Sometimes... She even scares
me! Have you had such a feeling with her?
ASUKA'S FATHER: No. And in any case, you have
now become Asuka's mother.
ASUKA'S STEP-MOTHER: I'm your wife before
that!
ASUKA'S FATHER: Both duties are concurrent.
ASUKA'S STEP-MOTHER: In a social perspective,
yes, but you can't quit being her father. But I can quit being her mother,
anytime.
ASUKA'S FATHER: Well, you could say so...
// This is a bit of an aside, but it does
give insite to how Asuka's attitude at a very young age affects other
people. Even when she was very young her efforts to be independent,
to not rely on anyone else scared away her step-mother.
YOUNG ASUKA: No, Mama! Don't leave me! I'll
be good, promise! Don't stop being my mother! Don't ignore me!! No,
Mama! Don't kill me!!
KYOUKO Your Papa hates your Mama. He doesn't
need me, anymore... No. He didn't love me, to begin with. So lets die
together, because he doesn't want us. He didn't need me at all. And
he doesn't want you, either, Asuka.
YOUNG ASUKA: I'm not wanted?! I'm not worth
anything?!
KYOUKO: Die with me...
YOUNG ASUKA: No!! I am not your doll!! I'll
think by myself, and live by myself!!
// This is obviously where Asuka gets her
aversion to Dolls, and thus to Rei. Her mother talked to a doll and
treated it like Asuka, she also in the end wanted Asuka to die with
her, and told Asuka some very horrible things. Even for a mentally unstable
person I think that Kyouko is pretty stuffed up to tell her daughter
that she isn't wanted, that she is worthless. Anyway this seems to be
the start of Asuka's efforts to be dependent on nobody but herself.
ASUKA: ...And then, my mother was hanging
from the ceiling. She... looked so happy.
ASUKA: But I hated how she looked. I don't
want to die! I don't want to disappear! ...I hate this! I hate -- boys!
I hate my father, and my mother! I hate -- everyone! Nobody cares about
me, nobody stays with me!!
//This is what it all comes down to. She is
Alone. Nobody ever stays with her. She hates it, and she hates the pain
it causes.
What does she really wish?
ASUKA: So I don't want to depend on anybody.
...But I hate it, at the same time! It's a pain! I don't want to be
alone! I don't wanna ba alone, I DON'T WANNA BE ALONE!!!
// Here is the problem, and Asuka realised
it. She wants to be independent, yet she sees that her strong willed
attitude causes people to move away from her, to eventually leave her
alone, and she doesn't want that at all.
SHINJI: Don't leave me.
MISATO: Don't ignore me.
ASUKA: Don't kill me!
// It is interesting to note that out of the
three Asuka is the only one who specifically says she doesn't want to
die. Perhaps a reference to her mother wanting her dead (her mentally
unstable mother, not the soul within Eva-02) or maybe even to Shinji
trying to kill her.
(The stage is illuminated)
If you want more insight into Asuka's mind, have a look at the extended
mind rape scene from the Japanese Video Version of Episode 22. Overall
though her problem is very easy to define, and I an sure a lot of us
have similar problems (I know I do). Asuka strives to be independent,
she doesn't want to be dependant on anyone, this is so that she minimised
the chance of being hurt by those she grew to trust and depend on. However
by never trusting or depending on anyone she ultimately causes herself
to be even more alone.
Posted by MDWigs in the Evangelion.com forums on 3/16/02